Sorry its been so long since I last entered anything on here, I just needed the break perphaps clear my head and my thoughts. I am going to start updating upon here now and I will leave you with something to read today. I am going backpacking for three weeks tomorrow so i wont be updating for a while until I get back, but i will when i return.

Maybe its time for an update for the past year, I am now in a stable relationship which began last Christmas, he is so much more than i deserve as he lets all my past mistakes aside and sticksa with me although i give him hell. I am also finally getting help for my lack of control of my emotions and the levels of suicde thoughts and self harming have almost become normal, apart from when I become angry. I am finally writing poetry again although it is not as good as last years, but i am not complaining its good to be able to write them after almost a years writing block.

Anyways i think that it is for now, have a wonderful summer xxx